1

 

Leaved

 

Talks the problem of woman. Who is she the always is revered man causing can exceed anything. Makes night to add length because always thought of it. Woman has of course you intended created. Like within reason Adam which has got godsend from God with creating of Hawa from it’s the rib. This is initial history of man feels love what is called. That also semenjak devil successfully lures them to eat fruit of prohibition of God that is then semenjak all aurat they open. Then is degraded it to world.

 

Initial torture from love that is first is when this Adam and Eve degraded to world with distance which berjauhan. Eats much time to meet. Hundreds of year they feel longing, sorrowful and sorrowful. They run kesana here by each other calling upon name of them each.

 

Woman. All beauty [of] has been godsend to it. Soft face, feeling, love love and warm feeling of all can make boy fascinated so that furiously to get them. In procurement of woman, it is of course having mother barricade which must be faced by the Adam. Dodge of woman loving man causing hinders the man to love other woman. Old fellow interference, religion problem, education, matter and all problems that is often is faced all of you wahai the generation of Adam and Eve.

 

” Adulthood” which average of burbled by them as foundation of it’s (the love, causing the adult taste also often is made love yardstick to. Adult, what is the meaning of adult, I also x’self has not known is that adult. Interacts with old fellow? experienced of wide, higher education S1, S2, and S3? Altogether lie. Adult according to me all human life ends, where the none end everything but end for beginning of new life to justify all it’s (the deeds in world, that is MATI it’s (the name. That is adulthood end point and can be told perfection of adulthood.

 

Attainment of Adulthood in love between the there is also this Adam and Eve generations mentions with presents it responsibility taste. Interaction responsibility, morale. Education and other of all is average of only mere nonsense. Takes example a descendant of Adam is being appeals its (the rag cum all atmosphere, giving of sekuntum interest, and all wordless to assure the this atmosphere, finite finally atmosphere droops by Adam which masked of dog that friskily of s (he plays at above stomach of the Hawa with dance and hymn is longing and altogether mere lie, his (its real only a pelampisan of animal lust which present at the generation of this Adam. It is of course there are important role from finite Sang Satan the happening of case wanted this. But it is of course not ought to that way.

 

Equivocation Adam

 

” I would be in control of all which me lakuakan has at your is atmosphere”

 

But its(the reality s(he is run by smiling masked dog of dog cleaning sex and cleans hand accompanied by lambaina hand

” Amentia girl drug” he/she said.

 

Of course the amentia girl, will be just is invited to dances by wolf wild, without thinking of as a result. Does of course because s (he feels be sure by what has been phrased by the dog? It is of course seventy present…yes. They is women tells that thing but very possibly on the contrary.

 

This only be experienced by semi from so much woman amounts in this earth, or possible three per four his (its is perhaps. Of course correctness what told by angels, if Adam and Eve went down to world hence will fall to pieces this world. Yes let it over happened lets happened, we ready to mirror to all has have been experienced by either or ugly of the case.

 

But my unfinished with this story. A lot washes me to tell. Returns to story of the girl which is remained dog - his (its. Initially I katakana had that atmosphere of course has dozed because character the the romantic dog and clever brings life umbrella and interests refresh about love all the laying.

 

We tell journey the dog is being crooning loving possible or is second which to one hundred. But this dog menaggalkan it’s the mask had again, changes life title, new format, new name and it is of course new rag.

 

Rag, said this can be supposed weapon Kunta a real ampuh for Arjuna and Karna, but unhappily now applied for meluluh lantahkan woman liver.

 

2

 

Second Victim

 

With smile and leering look and eye glance, DwiN successfully captivates one atmosphere the other. Yes its (the name is DwiN. s (he had made dozes and dazzles one woman again. DwiN successfully transmits beauty [of] as devoted the sun published in east by closed over [by] black cloud rear his (its is without the knowledge whose also. It is really this girl pity. Calls just of its (the name Susi, s (he is high with rather frizzy hair but black as charcoal and it is of course glows its (the skin is rather white brass. I over there that moment. I always their mendapingi.

 

” Silent if (when without you” said them.

 

So till now I am made material so that they are permanent ceria. But do not is.

 

Time show had at five evenings. DwiN stands by fetch Susi which coincidently works in Cake Company in that town. Car DwiN have been parked beside cake shop. Susi flourishes hand with yellows color clothes is having pattern red, red clean of ati, frizzy hair of she is tie, do not forget hat typical of the cake shop she wears.

 

” Our Kemana now!” Susi broaches a subject.

 

” We take the air” Reply DwiN.

 

Safety belt have been worn, car distart has then towards place that is it is of course has become habit of DwiN brings it’s the prey picnics. This of DwiN brings it to stripper factory ex- cotton spinning. It’s the situation not far from house Susi. All problems which been faced this DwiN oddly s (he tells Susi, usually s (he something cherry seldom to its (the prey. Possibly this s (he really loving, but that is of all permanent of rag and unreliable, perhaps just s (he only wish to assure the Susi. First Time DwiN recognizes Susi when s (he is in SMA. At that time all performance Childs had because sport obliged to fulfill final exam when sitting in first class. DwiN sits is easy going stretches foot/feet because fatigue after sport. Wind sepoy decorates liver DwiN is being sitting. Hence elapsing the atmosphere which so called Susi uses shirt sport, equal by what is used DwiN. It is really fascinate at the time. Mixed sweat fragrance of perfume is sting wetting body Susi, kissed by DwiN. Eye goggles with breath swoosh which like will desist.

 

” Who is gerangan is elapsing that, be really making fragrance it’s the sweat, and respects it’s (the face?” DwiN jibs at.

 

But is greeted with utterance

 

” He is Susi subclass 19″ reply Anwar.

 

” He of course girl who many fought over, yesterday just two Childs is called to office because quarreling fights over it. Let it over you doesn’t hope many to it, its (the open you has had”.

 

Of course at that time DwiN had owned this lover he has departs from for the shake of the hobby. Though s (he has enjoyed the woman more than two years.

 

Talks this matter of time of Aku, DwiN, Susi, Anwar and girl becoming koraban DwiN have been in higher level ladder. Of course this I am kuliah in a Country College in Bandung, while Anwar and DwiN in Faculty of technique, still in Bandung also only College difference.

 

For Susi and girl the victim of course is not continued, they are more opting to work. From the of I only mention girl the victim, how if this of I gave name, calls just of its(the name Padi, of course odd name of a woman called Padi, but it is of course this all of you not necessarily know why I to give the name.

 

Day have been nearing magrib, DwiN sends Susi up to gateway. Susi runs brings in hand bag with closed to its(the head. times of course rain has gone down, celestial likely weeps by what will be experienced by them that is Susi, Padi and DwiN.

 

Has almost one years is more after DwiN leaves Padi, Aku and DwiN to take the air, it is of course this Susi followed. A mall in Bandung, Aku snared in game of DwiN and Susi. They hide one secret which is possible according to them hardly secret once. Lets for this of Aku am assumed not to know, although of course actually I have known.

 

Paddy becoming victim, simply successfully propagates spy, and successfully gets it’s (the Hp number DwiN. Of Course Paddy can find number DwiN, because s (he within call with it’s (the boy friend DwiN. Rudi for example, because s (he doesn’t know what is going on with DwiN, hence swimmingly s (he gives number Hp Din to Paid. Of course in friendship sometimes can pique also. This of Din acts is brutal so that Rudi must lying in hospital because its (the head book is beated [by] key stir by Din. But Din safe, because all expense of treatment and having drug Rudi accounted by father Din. Of course father Din a successful entrepreneur at that time, differs from this which almost bankrupt because situation of this political economy.

 

3

 

Lie

 

Don’t know how to Din and Paid can correlate again, possibly this there are tactics differ from Din in facing its (the victim. Meeting they is this become often again, doing know what is it. Though Din and Susi his (its amicable medium times. I also don’t understand with Susie, s (he very mysterious. Actually formerly when class three SMA there are a real interesting story and possibly can become odd. I and Anwar very near by especially in class three. At That Time We often did thing which according to very boring this me. Chat or Chatting which at that time hardly marak among us, especially semenjak open of rental internet beside our school. I and Anwar intentionally dabble for fun chat in Warnet, finite finally I recognize as two women’s that is Susie and Mara. Of course that moment between Susie and Anwar has acquainted. They recognized since first class formerly. I introduced by Anwar at both the women’s that is Susie and Mara. Surprisingly between Din, Aku, Anwar, Susie and Mara placed at the same class. Possibly has become compulsion.

 

One year in class three. Simply between Anwar and Susie has made it one moment a real pleases. They have braided love which so strong, without having to known by classmate. Finite in a moment when clove crop season arrives, Anwar approximant forgets Susie, s (he is busy with its (the crop.

 

Susie which do not wish solitude. This of s (he starts disappointed. nightly usual Anwar casts aside its (the time to contact Susie, this has owned workload x’self. Two months has elapsed after selection test of acceptance? Receiving of new student, finally announcement time had arrived, I, Anwar and Din pass to enter College. Susie and Mara of course less Lucky, finite finally Susie sets mind on working, and Mara Private sector College admission in Bandung.

 

This story becomes is odd with existence of triangle love affair between Din, Susie and Paid. At That Time Anwar had leaved Susie. There is reason which according to Anwar very logical to leave Susie, that is when Anwar contacts telephonic Susie:

 

” Hi, can speak with Susie?”

 

” Yes. Myself.”

 

” Oh, this Susie Anwar. Probably because prayer Susie, Anwar pass examination of college admission filter Has.”

 

” Oh so! Not tuh, I don’t feel prays for you.”

 

Anwar direct lambastes telephone.

 

That also can be made strong reason for Susie tells the demikaia, probably because position Anwar which recently has forgotten Susie. Finally they also far and seldom meet. I am surprised why Susie his (its will be made second girlfriend by Din while as far as I know between Susie and Anwar…?.

 

Time one year we have passed together. Anwar with his (its new life and it is of course by bringing hurt which mengangah in it’s (the heart. I also know that Susie and Anwar still be each other love, but emotion and egoist of they must separate.

 

The year November. Susie has stepped on age which to 19. Din plans to perform [a] small party to celebrate it. Because Susie beyond town Bandung, hence Din delegates me to fetch Susie. And I must try membujukn Susie to so that can follow to Bandung. Without The Knowledge Anwar and Paid, Dwin and I plan small party of that. I, Susie, Mara, Giri and Din plans to go to Lembang and bath of temperature water.

 

When on the way to Bandung, Aku and Susie menggunankan bus transport service. Possibly this I am Iucky medium and successfully persuade Susie to follow to Bandung, as plan Din. The evening very close rain, we go also to Bandung, through the street, surprisingly continuous Susie told a story about nostalgia between him(hers with Anwar, more than anything else when they take the air he/she said respects once. one’s entire ear Anwar. This of I am bewildered again, actually what is it with Susie, who’s actually loved by Susie. Then I made bold to questioning.

 

” Its (the Senbenar the relation of you with Din how?”

 

” Actually my and Din just for just kesenang and nothing else, the problem of of solitude me sih, while man which during the time me still expect don’t know go where, s (he of course is but don’t know its (the heart is to whom. Formerly the him (her (the person is good and understanding, but, probably because doggone clove of that causing we are separate.” It’s (the reply.

 

Squeezing its (the face is then s (he tells a story again.

 

” I must as such? Tonight the Din wishes to kiss me as my anniversary present he/she said, while I am frowning upon it. I till now only just sympathy of ko at the Din.”

 

With presents it story and sigh of this Susie, I thus adds confusing, why this very complicated story, but I the infinite am sure will not give out of the sphere temptation of ability of its(the clan.

 

Hence from that, I try to give suggestion at Susie so that you are for tonight must try avoiding Din but must still take care of its(the feeling. I also became is sure that till now story Susie and Dwin only lie possible and is mere only escapee of Susie to departure Anwar, so that Susie receives all kindness Din.

 

In a bus terminal which distinguished in Bandung. I and Susie downwards then Susie my mengaja to buy light food.

 

” While bes awaiting Din” he/she said.

 

In in front of cake shop gallery we stood. These rains only drizzle. From side south seen vehicle accelerating slow with number plate that is facilitating typical for me to recognize it.

 

” Rather forgiveness stripper, [used up/finished] stocks sih” said Din opening door of it’s (the car.

 

Two open back doors and exit Mara with Giri. Their kangen taste at Susie is discharged with warm embrace from Mara to Susie and with left cheek kiss and right.

 

” How do you find yourself?” Question Mara peeping at at bag which diteng-teng Susie.

” Brings is?”

 

” I am healthy, this there are a few presents for all of you, how situation all of you?” Question Susie.

 

A few conferences for womankind simply makes bored me stood, sehinga Din soon to enter car.

 

” Ayo…Ayo evening has, later again fiddled faddle it.”

 

We also elapse with accompaniment of rain that is increasingly rapid. Possibly the rain forerunner bahawa that day there are two mans is weeping because has been harmed and lied by us, that is Paid and Anwar.

 

4

 

Move

 

After two years pass the time in north campus of town coastal area, finally I set mind on move to Bandung town. Over there I have an eye to accompany Din and Anwar. Formerly of course we had promised, after passing SMA we to plan remaining one houses. Finally we obtain a house in a housing of town Bandung.

 

Spiral spring mattress property of Din which ahead is arranged is natty in its (the kost room; chamber, now is performed in the middle of house. Anwar is multiplying that is lying down in that mattress, sudden enquires.

 

” If, for example I have girlfriend, then kudapatan and I depart from, does you will make it girlfriend?”

 

I a moment berfikir, is s (he mad and there are intention is.

 

” What is the meaning of you, I had no idea?” Then him (her mercerita again.

 

” Actually this I am confusing, and doesn’t know what which me lalakukan must. Two last weeks of Paid contacts me. He haves recourse me, so that we are as close friend Din responsible by what diperbuat Din has to his (its. At that time of course I had not met with its (the name Paid but s (he knows no my hp from Din. As fomentation Din, if (there are) any something and Din cannot be contacted, hence contacting just of Anwar, because Din and anwar now remains in the same house.”

 

Almost two hour (clocks is more Anwar tells a story the things experienced by Paid by Din, and there I start knows sebejad is Din to woman, especially Paid.

 

From this Anwar story I now starts its (the anything soybean cake and truth. Simply Din which I recognize from semenjak elementary school, measures up to really me does not anticipate. Of course man is burned to this world godsend mind and lust, possibly when Din and Paid does such thing because lust which haves no them to block, started with sleeps, embraces each other, smooches, picnic - mount rising downwards mount, then action kills each self-regard by taking off all their clothes, mixed of picnic diffuse above mattress.

 

Like what told by Bang Napi in TV

 

” Remembers badness of sexual do not happened because intention of it’s (the perpetrator, but because there are second opportunity of it’s (the perpetrator.”

 

Keesokan its (the day after pot is clean all day long tells a story about story Din and Paid, with the lark we dumb-found and says at a time:

 

” The Susie……………, we must soon return and gives soybean cake Susie does actually happen between Din and Paid.

 

” This of I will remove the price of myself, for the shake of honor Susie, although also of course formerly I have ever sworn will not contact Susie again, but this I must.” Said Anwar.

 

We also go massively. Has Susie also been got by Din. Journey went(came home to town we to eat approximant time two hour(clocks, that is if it is gone through with sepedah motor, but if it is gone through by common vehicle or person car, possibly only forty five minutes. Of course this Lucky medium kai state although in the clutch, but still there are neighboring states which dare to give loan for road-works of toll Bandung - Jakarta. It is really odd, he/she said state many debts, but always builds and its (the public is always buys luxuriant goods.

 

At arrival in house Susie, we park accurate motor below (under rambutan tree, formerly when SMA the tree still still be small, but now has thriven. Two years is more Anwar and Susie tidah meets. Possible this of they will release longing a few, and of course before all I have reminded anwar, that this not nostalgia place, but our this mission to save Susie.

 

Discussion also is started.

 

” You doesn’t surprise with our arrival, we are kesini invited by really liver in disorder and pushed with taste is not ready to if for example this of you still related to Din. Do you know who is Din actually?” Question Anwar with serious tone.

 

” Knew, Dwin isn’t it friend all of you and friend I also.” reply Susie

 

” Susie, doesn’t trifle, this of I serious. Actually the relation of you with Din how far?”

 

” All of you that speak are sih. I at all haves no idea of, just a moment yes! Will drink is?” Question susi.

 

” Any kind of of don’t poison mouse.” reply Anwar smiling.

 

Susie went to kitchen and non stripper s (he comes again by bringing syrup to ruddle.

 

” This syrup… tastes strawberry.” Shouts Susie.

 

At that time calm situation a moment, we are having three is each other stare at with zero gaze, probably because confuses or is.

 

Anwar drinks syrup brought by susi.

 

” Susie, you how far the relation of with Din. I am fear unlucky all of you have as far as what I imagine. The problem of his (its there [are] one this victims [he] has departed and you also surely knew who is it’s (the people.”

 

Multiplied that is I only be kept quiet, mimicry will which there will be hereinafter.

 

5

 

What Overcome

 

Semenjak meeting with Susie at that time, I have never met with him (her again, probably because workload that is always draws near.

 

At that time, simply Susie with Paid has recognized so near, and has known is each sat it’s (the permaslahan. We gather having four and discuss does actually happened, especially according to opinion? Sight Paid. To pamper Paid, which was said not desisted it to weep, we go kesebuah old barrage in area project of Otorita Jatiluhur precisely in barrage Ubrug. This Ubrug not like Ubrug which I know, water at first transparent now instead became skin-deep and dirty, possibly this influence with built [by] it two new PLTA that is Saguling and Cirata.

 

Air over there very hot, but wind which titanium successfully menyejukan our liver which at that time sangata hot. Problem temperature would are being faced. My foot/feet at that time I lean at a bangunan having height of approximately seventy metre, sambuil looks into Gunung Parang, by whittling face wrinkling because heat, I hear backtalk Paid and Susie. Middle Anwar buys a cool beverage.

 

” Sus, as such yes, yesterday just s(he came to house; always is asked responsibility by my old fellow but in instead menunjuk-nunjuk and says, please just of laporakan at my old fellow, very I am breakdown and Paid also fall to pieces, thus its(the core the possible him(her has not ready for married. I am until berfikir have time to, why I am not pregnancy only; mungin can be dijadaikan strong reason to invite s (he marries.”

 

” Endlessly to how dong, my kalo am person sih, comes near Din purpose of initially also wish to return relationship all of you, there is no intention of something.” Reply Susie.

 

That is a few backtalk’s they which I hear, is becoming odd, why both the women’s agrees only, there is no even little of quarrel. Mungin because of the side of Susie which can assure Paid, it is true that till now they are there is no the relation of something.

 

Tapi…terus how with happened in bath of the temperature water. What is frightful Susie, finally happened also, Din successfully kiss paddy although of course only in eyebrow. It is really bewilder.

 

Very queer of this story. After both us gone (come home returns to Bandung, we act up like not happened something, we laugh together returns, nonton film bareng again. We; I, Anwar and Din. Life one houses in angle of town Bandung.

 

At that time week evening, as usual Din just came. Car is parked in front of house. He is admission with face that is looked to be tousled, of course till now s (he matting, probably because faces the problem. But not as tousled this.

 

Around eleven nights, Hp anwar says, s (he is its (the memaca, kemudia s (he says slowly slowly, we are at external at that time while Din at room; chamber was playing CM.

 

” Soybean cake will not, why face Din so tousled” Question Anwar

 

” Yes, emang why?” My reply.

 

” This afternoon s (he just is trapped Playboy Kenur, Susie with Paid conspirator for mencebak him (her.”

 

” Oh so, kasian him (her, and is really us have the heart to, membiaarkan sorrowful Din. But tantalum is lah people problem made x’self really.”

 

Of Course Din making problem, tried if not. Might not would like this. Non Old is heard voice to call my name, simply Din.

 

” Please my belikan am cool beverage, but having alcohol.” giving money one hundred thousand.

 

I only can be kept quiet

 

” Come on quickly why bengong, I again confused nih, giddier pengen!”

 

I am exit invites Anwar; this first time of I buy liquor. We think this is possible best road (street for a while makes calm mind Din.

 

Motor has been parked precise with security post; coincidently shop has not closed all. We step into supermarket. There us larak-lirik in fear of something recognizes. Do not have a loose tongue, I directly takes beverage is having color green with article 30% alcohol, without knowing is its(the brand.

 

” War gimana its (the payee, I am shame NIH?”

 

” Udah pays [for] only, ga bakalan something this tau.”

 

With rather face shame, I pay [for] the beverage. Money one hundred thousand only pot is cleans for one beverage bottles. Possible this only low rate beverage, while I have ever heard, that s (he formerly have ever been [used up/finished] one million more for the matter of that.

 

Semalaman Din finishs the beverage alone, only unhappily s (he is not a few also feels confused. Finally situation is broken with gelak our laugh having three.

 

” Gimana NIH, you buys beverage oppositely no confused a few also.” said Din laughing. We spend the night semalaman by bothering feeling is being experienced by having three, with a million secrets.

 

 

6

 

Which I Must be natural

 

Morning after after semalaman I witness Din to celebrate, I and Anwar sets mind on return.

 

” Win, we went (came home formerly, tomorrow evening to this place again really!” Shouts us at a time.

 

” Yup, ati-ati in road (street.” Reply Din.

 

The morning my feeling am jumpy like there will be something.

 

I and Anwar applies motor, I am hitchhiked on the way doesn’t desist it laughs. We study the relation of Aku with Hani, of course so (after us, I often curhat at Anwar and conversely.

 

Yes, Hani is loving my is first. I recognize him (her semenjak SD, semenjak calf love even until gorilla love. At that time evening, around year of my 94 adi firstly falls sick, it’s (the age balita still. In an apotek I stand up in front of door, seems to be in the distance my mother am talking with someone, who side it seems to be seaorang girl as of my age, s(he always stares at me, I get nervous and kauran do not. I always back and forth. Finite finally merekapun elapses.

 

” Whose they are ma?” My question

 

” They are our pamili, only far pamili.”

 

Not necessarily be told how its (the process is finite I can become its (the girlfriend, after me am having age 20 years, especially when I step on bench kuliah.

 

Medium of its (the asik I fiddle faddle with Anwar, sudden in front of seems to be tow car high-speedily, finally we also collides head-on. I recoil to be very far, my eyesight thus dull, as of taste many rainbows above head, over and over yellows, white and dark.

 

 

7

 

In Hospital

 

I contact house Dani and informs it’s (the old fellow, that we experience accident, and now Dani hospital admission.

 

Situation of That moment is really quiet. I stand up in front of hospital counter, non stripper Din comes.

 

” War, where him (her now, is good only!?” Question Din.

 

” Don’t know lah Win, its (the hurt is very hard, said it’s (the head medical doctor crack. Probably because hard collision.”

 

” But you never mind?”

 

” That is surprisingly. I hurt only incised and contusion, but if motor, doesn’t asked truck line breakdown”

 

‘ How it’s (the case?” Question Din.

 

I try for peace and explains chronological of its (the case.

 

” Oh thus so, yes let it over hopefully never mind.” Continued of Din.

 

Becoming my mind am how feeling Hani, if hearing this case.

 

” Is Hani tau having?” Question Din.

 

” That Is Win, I confuse must speak was, while just the through the street Dani continuously discuss Hani and lagian I have no it’s (the number” My reply

 

” This it’s (the number 085828114161, in just SMS tomorrow morning, now has too evening, but is at the discretion of lah.” Reply Din.

 

Has almost two our hour (clocks gobrol, and non old come medical doctor by whittling face which harapakan I do not.

 

” How Dock?” my question

 

When I say so, arrives arriving there are voice with a real tone firm.

 

” Anwar…Bagaimana situation Dani”

 

Simply it’s (the mother Dani

 

” Ma peace, this also is being asked at it’s (the medical doctor.”

 

” Dock how child of me?

 

Calm situation a moment……………..

 

Then is broken with gelengan head of the medical doctor.

 

” We have tried ma, but the infinite wants other. Patient yes ma”

 

It’s (the mother Dani direct keels. I and Din it’s (the membopong direct. We only can arrest; detain ill and sorrowful taste in red lane.

 

After placing its (the mother Dani in better place, we directly enter to room ICU.

 

In the distance seems to be sebongkah physic Dani which during the time becoming friend to like and sorrowful of we. I made bold to opens cloth closing it’s (the face. Din only stare at with eye which line. While I am seriously to sees face Dani which is pale but glows. Dani, you go by leaving a lover and a million rahasiah.

 

8

 

Endless Journey

 

From outside I hear weep Hani which uninterruptedly. Mungikin s (he puts in mind all which has been given by Dani; smiles, love and affection that is possible no two his (it’s or does that I also ignores. After corpse bathed and shroud then is disolatkan. This is possible of endless journey which has and will be experienced by Dani.

 

Finally my and people who sorrows standing above land (of) which has been ditananmi mans like Dani and possible nor like Dani.

 

We at that time coincidence gathered to attend funeral Dani, always trickles tear. Mungikin paid only which is not knows Dani to die or possible of segaja is not invited by Din. But don’t know.

 

9

 

Above Pusara Dani,

 

People to one

 

“‘ Which, you are really had the heart to leave I alone here. Which you are tau ga I would be lonely permanently. Which, you are tau ga I weep you now and mungin permanently. Is considering not formerly when first of we are jadian.

 

At that time date of 29 Mei 2003 mes and friend friend go to Bandung, intends to meet you. Because you and Anwar sets mind on following tuition of preparation of SPMB over there. At that time my and you took the air in a mall in Bandung, be really mengasikan. You act up like moppet, menegadahkan hand cringing in each late man. I am shame knows that moment, but I liked. I prefer to again when us in road (street went (came home, at that time you acted up like fool, sweat trickles and you to tell:

 

” Han, you are tau ga, I am more opting is ordered to eats rice than having to tells this thing”

 

You are tau ga, that moment I confuse, of course of you ngomong will is. Simply you try to tell Cinta. At that time my am sweat mop trickling in your face and finally you also able to tell the matter. Which I am sorrowful is my tau…an am sorrowful, why you go so quickly.

 

At that time you tell that, yesterday Anwar and Susie also jadian had, thus our difference Cuma one day.

 

Which you remembered ga time first time we are kissing; your lip is really heating. You are tau ga if I am new first time loh, and you also tell the same thing. And……

 

Sorrowful Aaakkuuuu of tau…… Which I here as lunatic, others have been at return, and I still here embraces pusara you.

 

Which you still considering when we are madness, we dissolved in buayan a real lust. And on the verge of your crown and my crown fallen to pieces. At that time I writhe risibility because you have time to suck my bosom. Mad yes we. But now you have gone…

 

He/she said man that is first you kiss you to marry, but why now you departs from sorrowfully and hurt which so big. Which I would be longing for your.

 

When we petting would again and will be mad again. But that didn’t happen again. We isn’t it has mutually agreed to fast. But your kkkennapaaa go by leaving aspiration which we have not tired.

 

Which you remembers ga, formerly before we fasted approximant every week you to come to my kostan and caress me. Which I long you, your caress and embrace of your warmness, I am your darling.

 

Hopefully all sin of we are which diperbuat has, pardonable of the infinite. Useless of we which during the time fasted, if tau like this, why formerly we are not its (the melakukann is only. I am sorrowful which. And you tell we shall each other take care of, and bury all cases which had then. Time madness us, time us to feel all vexed by what we wish. But I promise Yang, would always takes care of my honor, but to whom Yang, to whom? reply doesn’t keep quiet only.

 

Which you remembered you time to try to look for other cewek, Rahma if wrong ga name of cewe. I am ill will tau. I am not volunteer if (when you with his (its. Tries imagining, we the recognizes from semenjak SD, has more than seven knowing, but why now you leave me and Rahma. Mungikin him (her also sorrowful loh with your departure. Which do not felt evening has, later I to this place again. You interest will will. Well I bring rose like did you bring when valentine formerly. Sayaaang… I cannot go without your. But I must be tough without your, sees my clothes until dirty because embracing pusara you. Cheerio darling, hopefully you are received in His side.

 

10

 

Above Pusara Dani,

 

Second people

 

” And. This Anwar. It is really disanggka do not, we are split-ups as soon as this. Airs here cool also yes. After completed event of funeral one month which lalau, I actually wished direct to draw near your but at that time I see Hani possible hardly losing you. So s (he shim must above this pusaramu.

 

And. Unhappily now you are no, so that not you again friend to accompanies me in when my mind am worried medium. Now I hardly confusing by what knocks over me. I also don’t know why this can happened.

 

Lately, especially semenjak your departure. I very jumpy and…. Ada one cases again possible if (when you hears you also will assume me madness. But of course that is happened.

 

And. Actually the existing of I am braiding love affair with Paid, I also surprised why this happened. And surprised it why Paid also will experience. Formerly I have ever spelled out members, if only s (he still maiden still of course I will. That actually I have interested same of him (her. Has this action of vengeance because Din has grabbed Susie from my hand. But I feel not even tuh. Which I feel is the existing is interest between two different mankinds.

 

And. Is fair if (when me selingkuh. You are tau x’self actually this I also has had girlfriend. In also doesn’t fail his (it’s beautiful with Hani loh. It’s (the name Tia. Which you has not have time to meet him (her.

 

And. Semenjak I am broken with Susie, I hardly intruding. Even till now I have not even little of mengenyam bench kuliah. My old fellow till now I have lied. My Salahka Dan. Quickly reply doesn’t keep quiet only. Supposes you can see and can feel. I kneel above pusara you with tears. This of I regret Dan. But I confuse must how I to explain at my girlfriend. Possibly s (he would be disappointed if having a line on this thing. Possibly s (he directly asks break. Now I trapped by net which I have knitted x’self. The existing paddy increasingly expects odd from me. While just kemana always with Din. And, Din will fulminate not if s (he to have a line on this thing. If s (he knew that this Paid has his (its twinning. With its (the friend is also again. Apakan I am fence eats crop? And had formerly yes. Rest quietly. My prayer accompanies your. Amen.”

 

11

 

Above pusara dani,

 

Third person.

 

” Soré And. My this Din. Do not felt has one month semi you leaves us. If you do not as soon as this. Actually many reasons why me meninggalakan Paid. Many reasons why me jadian with Susie. My old fellow domesticity is breakdown Dan. Either matter and or morale. Semenjak my kaka MBA, my father prohibits me to deal with Paid.

 

One for fear of the similar happened to me.

 

Two because my father doesn’t like me pacaran with woman that is is titled not. Countrified he/she said. Money mad also later. Reason of why me jadian with Susie because: one Susie feels solitude of semenjak is leaved [by] Anwar. Two all experienced by by Susie, almost looks like what experienced by by me. I also know that till now Susie still expecting Anwar. I also knows that Anwar also still loving Susie.

 

Funny. I wish to laugh x’self. At that time I am trapped by Susie and Paid. Surprisingly, oppositely can of they are conspirator to break me. Always I hear he/she said is returned you it all and Anwar be the puppeteer. What is the meaning of Dan? Possibly you haves no sympathy with my life style the always holds firmly will collateralize west and offish will collateralize east. Of course that is me. Tries you to imagine in that west which it’s (the name the virginity have been there is no the price again. Important of liver. Our liver. In choosing life couple candidate also in west is not necessarily interference old fellow. But here. My father so that it’s (the car collision will with my car. When seeing I am medium two with Paid. Is fair this. While my kaka am just which cool MBA of aja tuh. Is fair, when me in problem all of you conspirator to be more break me. I have ever been conference by family Paid. I am brought to account to all which me has done. What which my responsibility must. An expectant mother also no. At that time my until dare to menace them. If dare to confront to my old fellow, hence me and paid which will fall to pieces. Actually I this dark medium now. Very dark. I confuse what to do. Its (the open I non same darling of Paid. I am darling banget more than all. But if to marry nearly this. I am not able. People kuliah also I nick have not. Money still asking for at old fellow. Actually non I responsibility do not willing to.

 

But fate of my family how. While if unwillingly my family knew. That now I have been returned again same Paid and I am not different far with my kaka. Hence my mother death. Ms. me has high blood pressure. If hearing external thing of estimation can be be fatal as a result. More than anything else my father. Business implemented. Becoming old becoming deteriorates. This political economy crisis menggrogoti my father career. My father debt, if all its (the property possessions is sold. Will not be paid. Tries imagining. I confuse tau. And, my forgiveness is rather emotional. Actually possible not worth while I speak here. You have been calm over there. This only form of my regret to life. Which has not I have time to tell same of you. Usually you become my curhat friend. Sekarang…selamat remains Dan. Peaceful always. Amen.”

 

 

12

 

Above pusara Dani,

 

Both of them.

 

” Mara please takes the broom.”

 

” Which?”

 

” That which tergeletak below (under tree kemboja.”

 

” And, we come. Actually we wish soon possible jiarah to your. It is really tragic fate of your Dan. Surprisingly Anwar never mind. And now I had done not the relation of again with Din. Semenjak s (he is near by returning with Paid, I directly go away.”

 

” And I am ikutan loh not.”

 

” Of Course Mara is not ikutan. He doesn’t know something. Wind is really boisterous yes.”

 

” Iyah.”

 

” Two months semenjak your departure has. I didn’t know news about Din and Anwar again. Usually you informing their news. Now no more. Our friendship are possible has fallen to pieces Dan. Nothing like six conjugates the always ceria. Anwar, Din, Dani, Giri, Mara and Susie. But do not do possible this shall happen. I cannot imagine how destruction of liver Hani semenjak you depart from. We know all of you formerly are each other love. Even we also have time to be catty with the relation of all of you odd and cool only.”

 

” Oh iya. What yes news Si Rahma. Possibly s (he also has known you to die. Surely him (her also hardly losing.”

 

” Mara…udah dong doesn’t lever up that. Kasian isn’t it Dani. Lagain I have informed him (her really. What is clear between Hani and sure Rahma hardly losing? But of course its (the loss rate is far with Hani. And, I know sure of you menyimpan many rahasiah. Either that is about Anwar, Din and Paid. The problem of you formerly nearest with they. But now it is of course you have buried it with you. Possibly this best road (street for us.”

 

” Iya. I apologize to all hilaf and sin of me. Oh iya three months again I am graduated. Pray for I yes so that quickly earns work and quickly earns couple.”

 

” Iya, my kalo am next week married with a police commandant. Pray for I yes.”

 

” Prays for we yes. Rest quietly. And hopefully you are received side [by] Him. Amen.”

 

13

 

When Night.

 

As of pot is clean I am return from grave Dani. I am bath direct and took a rest. It is really myself pity. This has been which ke-60 it’s (the times I go to grave Dani. Counted semenjak it’s (the death. It is really do not [used up/finished] thought why I till now cannot forget it. Of course a real man him (her I love, loves and I proud. But why God must in short order calls him (her. It is really unjust. Suguh adil………..sungguh do not adil………sungguh do not be unjust……..

 

” Sayang…sudah doesn’t always cry my departure. I thus edgy.”

 

” Its (the Dani……..akhir you come also. I long you.”

 

” Iya I also longs you.”

 

” How friends news, is healthy only?”

 

” Doesn’t know. I am nonchalant with them. Gara-gara they your thus walks off me.”

 

” Udah doesn’t fulminate. Here embrace me.. .’

 

” Which I long you. These two months I have always visits your grave.”

 

” Iya but don’t be like that its way. You must take care of health. You must realize aspiration of you and aspiration of your parent. I would always is beside you really.”

 

” Habis…Kamu have never come visits me sih.”

 

” We have been difference which.”

 

” Difference. Is his (its.”

 

” Our Iya now have been separate. I had cannot consist with your life lagi…jangan nangis dong. You must tough. All something in this it’s (the due just for testing.”

 

” But I am not this cum all ready to. I sempat…jangan have not smiled dong.”

 

” There is thing which I have not submitted. And this possible would continuously become secret later.”

 

” The is?”

 

” Formerly I have ever fiddled fuddle with Paid.”

 

” Paid! Siapa Paid.?”

 

” Muach…dasar this beautiful si. Formerly has not I have time to define yes.”

 

” [used up/finished]……..”

 

” [Used up/finished] is?”

 

” Is not ah.”

 

” The paddy it’s (the girlfriend Din.”

 

” Oh…”

 

” Bulat…jangan nyubit dong. Pain tau.”

 

” I am your darling.”

 

‘ Iya. But listened formerly. Possible paddy it’s (the merahasiahkan still.”

 

” Secret is.”

 

” He the have time to the relation of with Anwar. Possibly hitherto. So please inform Din. To investigate it’s (the truth.”

 

” Is not ah will. Is my business.”

 

” So emerges sipat cuek you. Bad of tau.”

 

” Biarin.”

 

” This my last request. Remembers you doesn’t complain, you this cum all rigid must. One my last kisses in your eyebrow muach….”

 

” Say…sayang…..sayang doesn’t go. Dani doesn’t go Daniiiiiiiii…………..’

 

” Yes the infinite simply only dream. Does correctness which Dani tells!”

14

 

Nuptials

 

Invitation has been allotted. More or less seven hundred invitations spread over to pelosok town. There is friend SD, SMP, SMA and job (activity friend. Nuptials party day after tomorrow will be passed off.

 

” Win, will you come at it’s (the nuptials party Susie?”

 

” Such Susie?”

 

” That is your selingkuhan formerly”

 

” Of course of you are invited?”

 

” Iya”

 

” If only I mengangap didn’t the relation of friendship, I will not come.”

 

” Oh thus you will come? I am takan lets you to go x’self. Lets me to accompanies your. Do not isn’t it?” Din its (the kelihata confuses with its (the verbal is possible Din confuses s (he is fear the relation of Din it’s (the denga fear ketauan susi.

 

” Yes we see is just later……………………………!”

 

15

 

Five Years Then

 

In a terminal in town mother, weather that day bright very walupun of course a few decorated smoke of vehicle. Life is nothing that coincidently, all happened in worlds has been determined by the infinite. Seen a boy is having face soft is having eyeglasses is reading Koran which is rising that day, s (he sits quietly in bench angle of terminal sipping cheroot.

 

” Permit.. My boléh sit” said a woman.

 

” Yes, please.”

 

The woman always looks into the boy face and a few moment later s (he says

 

” Package forgiveness”

 

” Iya what is it”. The boy reply continuing it’s (the read.

 

” I can bother just, voiced you are really not strangers (foreigners like I recognize!”

 

” O…Ya, whose yes”

 

They always looks out on and is each other stare at

 

” You are Anwar isn’t it, this Mara your SMA friend formerly”

 

” Mara!….kau kah, yes the infinite a life time ago we do not meet, kema your aja?”

 

” Ordinary of I am busy with my kerjaan”

 

” Of course you are job (activity where?”

 

” I am job (activity in motor company part of marketing, if you”

 

” I am new gone (come home from Saudi, ordinary become TKI”

 

” O iya how people say Din?”

 

” I hear sih s (he thus marries with Paid, then go to Japan and residence over there.”

 

” Oooo….”

 

Arrives arriving conversation they stopped by small tragedy, there is a mother bumped by bus bottom which parker would, probably because surprises the mother fall pinsan. Close-mouthed Anwar spoken direct to run and helps the mother.

 

” Yes the infinite simply Susie, Mara quickly here!”

 

” Why War, sees! Simply Susie”

 

” Yes the infinite Susie! Susie similar, you don’t die”

 

” Never mind s (he pinsan only, quickly calls cab we to bring to hospital.”

 

Journey to hospital is really making panic them. Non Old after until abrupt there is a police entering room

 

” Which you never mind?”

 

” Whose your package forgiveness yes?” Question Anwar

 

” Ssss…..itu it’s (the husband” said Mara

 

” O…, never mind packaged, only pinsan now s (he was taking a rest is the is given [by] barbiturate by medical doctor”

 

” You whose ya…..terima gives once has helped my wife”

 

” S (he is our SMA friend, it’s (the name Anwar”

 

” Loh new KO met yes, though hamper of all friends Susie often plays loh to rumah……ya udah again I render thanks. Now I managed admin formerly, Mara titip Susie yes”

 

” Ready to package” said mara respecting.

 

Mr. the police elapses with smile. A few moments later dating woman nurse brings stethoscope. But its (the anéh s (he frightens so dropping it’s (the stethoscope.

 

” All of you…….”

 

” Hani!” Mara and Anwar at a time

 

Meeting they are having four filled with long conference.

 

FINISH

 

14 Aprils 2008